"my heart, it only beats for you"

-being emo sucks like hell...you get depressed for some reason and most of the time you cant do anything about it..its like living in a closed cage with no escape..i saw carrie yesterday with her "prom date".wala lang..got jealous because she HAS a guy and i dont HAVE a girl...hahahaha.i guess i miss the feeling.hahahaha.3 months remaining before i ask someone to be my prom date...time flies by really fast..next thing you know its already christmas vacation...hahaha.i wish i could get over my depression in a snap.being depress really sucks..being down,not in the mood.GAWD.i hate it...thats all..just wanted to air out my feelings...oh yeah...paramore is <3

damn...today was a blast...hahaha!CONGRATS JUNIORS!!!keep up the good work and remember to always be humble :) WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND juniors :) remember that.hahahaha.my gawd...galing din nung mga ibang batches xempre.congrats to everyone who tried their best :) hahahaha :)CHEERING"S THE SHIZNIT!!! :)) harlem tomorrow...too lazy to go..ikat's not going also...and we had a deal.hahahaha.i wish i can talk to you...it's like loving someone in the shadows..hahaha.you know me yet we dont talk because YOU DONT HAVE A CELLPHONE :(( hay...want me to give you one? :P hahaha!kidding..but if you let me i'll do it...hahahaha.you remind me of the girl in danny phantom.the one danny likes.you have the same names..:)hahahah!maybe i am danny phantom and you are...

wow...

-haen't blogged in awhile...i kinda missed it..hahaha!

-haven't trained for 3 weeks?i miss training.. :(

-still cant understand geom and it's postulates and theorems...fudge...

-brian lumanog..i salute you.great performance during english time!

-hannah, you have the most beautiful voice i have ever heard in this whole world..hahahahah.good job

- a thought suddenly came to me..i still dont have any "prospects" for my prom date...hahahah!yeah i know prom's still 5 months away..but time really passes by so there...hahahaha

i saw her again in rockwell... :) i dont know..i THINK she was looking at me before i saw her...anyways..she still looked pretty...now to the real thing...you know that feeling that there's something more than meets the eye?(tama ba?hahaha) so anyways...here's the story...there was this 'event' when i was in second year that i will never forget..kasi there was this 'girl' that i kept seeing in powerplant whenever i was there...i found her pretty :) so one time..i told myself that i have to know this girl...so i went up to her and asked for her name...then she said "no".so there...i was... REJECTED.yes people.PATRICK JALASCO was rejected...hahahha.so there..i felt sad and embarrased...shucks...so there...time passed by and i still go to rockwell and i still see her but the weird thing is whenever i would see her and i would look at her she would be looking at me too and we would have this "eye-to-eye contact" moment. so my question is..why would she look at me stare and stare me right into the eye even though she rejected me? not that im being boastful about it but think about it...maybe she knows that i really like her or maybe she regretted the thing thatshe did and maybe, just maybe, she's interested in me...i dont know...well i hope thats the case...i've been doing everything to talk to her again...and praying too..dont forget that.hehehe.sabi nga nila... "nasa tao ang gawa, nasa Diyos and awa".so there...